i always wanted to quit my job in bega but when i faced my "boss" i couldn't even say out a single word. i just swollow all the words inside my stomach. my "boss" always give me a feeling that she wants me to continue working before i start schooling.

i wanted to speak out but the words just could not come out. it may sound dramatic but it's true. i don't know how to tell them that i want to quit this job as i only worked for one month.

i want to concentrate on my studies but i'm still under attention. i got a mixed feeling. i feel like going private school to study the course that i like but there's a disavantage which is the school fees is seriously expensive. i can study 3 times in polytechnic MAN!

however i also feel like going ngee ann or nanyang polytechnic as there are more people i know and the fees is cheaper than private school. seriously i don't hate engineering courses

i hope "god" would allow me to study in polytechnic. just wish that i can get in np and study hard so that i won't disappoint my parents. i knew that they have high hopes on me, i promise i will find a good job and give them 3 good meals everyday. haha

i must be a nu qiang ren[business woman]. haha. i promise!! jiayou fanny!!